December12010
…my busiest day of the week! I was especially nervous for this Tuesday, as I was stoked for/nervous about conducting in Col. Gabriel’s masterclass. If you don’t know who he is, you should look him up. What an honor! In any case, I survived and learned a ton from his golden advice. You can watch below if you like. My non-musician friends and family commented on how graciously I took tough criticism. My musician friends said that it looked good (although I looked nervous), and it was a great opportunity for me. Sometimes I forget that the rest of the world doesn’t spend every single day of their undergrad receiving constructive criticism (and ultimately using it to improve). I wonder what going to school for liberal arts is like? I used to be so sensitive, but now I love the feedback and feed on it to get better and better. Maybe one day I’ll be good. For the mean time, I’ll keep on pluggin’ away.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=owZ3S4Y_Pe4
November272010
Seek first to understand, then to be understood.
4PM
OK, thanks for the prompt, Mr. Tumblr. Today I had an argument with myself (not aloud, but it wasn’t far off) regarding my lack of motivation to do ANYTHING. All I had to do was run a fine-tooth comb through my Form and Analysis paper on Mozart’s “Dissonance” string quartet. Nope, not willing. How about I do some score study? Nope. Run through my Wind Instrument Pedagogy rehearsal plan? Sorry. Horn? Hahahaha, nice try.
Alas, the paper is ready for a final proofing from my sister, and I can surely do those other things later on. I have this fantastic habit of trying to do everything at once, or at least convince myself that everything needs to be done at once. Really, I can do those things later. Soooo, I will do just that. NYC Ramen, dress shopping, and Christmas window-viewing? I can do that, says my alter-ego.
In all seriousness though, maybe a slightly rebellious/more social Dana wouldn’t hurt. 2011 resolution? Sounds good.